1. When you left I spent the entire night begging you not to go and screaming into my pillow because you literally shattered my fucking heart.
2. You made a complete fool of me. I never want love to make me feel that way again
3. I lost pieces of myself I never even knew you got ahold of when you left.
4. I never felt like you missed me too so I never bothered to come back
5. You know what I hate how the certainty of you not talking to me still fucking bothers me
6. Now that you’re gone, I see a lot of your flaws more clearly. You’re an asshole. I hate that I still love you
7. I will never let love let me become blind again.
8. I hope you wake up sometimes and think of me. I hope your heart fucking aches.
9. I know I’ll be fine without you, but it still fucking hurts everyday that you’re gone. I don’t know if it’s slowly getting better, or worse.
10. I hope some day I fall in love with someone who makes me laugh and smile, and makes me never think of your name again. I hope you look at how happy I am and regret losing me."